Saturday, September 19, 2009

19th september 2009

i tried my hardest not to care, but..



sorry for this belated update!



5. Always a day too late - Claude Kelly

Ooh ooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
I guessed there’s no point saying this now
Its done and you’re gone, this doesnt count
But now that you’ve gone away i’ve realised every day
I made a mistake, You’re the best thing i’ve ever found

*But now that i want you,
You’re moving on
I tried to call you but nobody’s home
I didnt know this, till you went away
I’m always a day too late*

Oooh ooooh oooh ooooh ooooh always a day too late
I’m done i know,
Waiting this long
There’s no explanation,
For letting you go
And you were right all along
I missed you bad when you’re gone
I
finally opened my eyes and now im standing alone

**

But you ran to me, i didnt want to be bothered, but now i finally see
That you’ve moved onto another
Now honestly i get the reason why you left
But damn i wish i had you back and…

**
**

Ooh ooh oooh oooh ooh oooh always a day too late
Oooh oooh oooh oooh ooh always a day too late




reading the comments for this video was quite interesting.

guys. don't think that your girl will wait around for you.
the reality is that they will get tired and move on.

up next, a sneak peek at number 4.
my favourite english song, afterwards its korean al the way.


Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out


this is already a pretty damn big clue.
any guesses to what it is?

probable physics project later.
tc for now.

P.S
happy birthday to brother & hf!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

school escape







you know exactly how i feel. i know how exactly you feel.
i think we're getting to know each other a bit too well, hmm?



Teenage's finally here!
and along with it is yet, another poster of BOF.
what the heck man. 3 months of them already. can't they like, give some hot taiwanese babe's poster of something. lol

got locked in school today, but managed to escape by climbing over the school fence. to do the moment justice, i shall do a frame-by-frame account.

me, aravindas, weilun, amiruls' shazzani and hakim were in class having 'fun' with our pythagoras switch. after several failed attempts, we gave up and decided to go home. until we realised.. we were the last 5 people in the school. we crossed over to the main gates to find out that, to our eternal horror, they were locked. desperate, the five of us went to the indoor sports hall and climbed over the confined gate, where a light, physical and mental, shone at the far end. it wasn't until aravin was about to cross the gate when we realised what a weiner he was. he's afraid of heights. though he was afraid, the temptation of freedom and life was enough to overcome his fear, changing him into a real man. nothing eventful happened, and we got past the gate without incident.
though we had crossed the first hurdle, escape was by no means an easy option. barbed wired fences covered the perimeter of the entire field. the setting would not have looked out of place in a horror movie. no matter where we went, there was no way out. us five took a toilet break while gathering up what little we had left of our strength to batter our way past the final stage of our journey.
in a final do-or-die attempt, we rushed at the field gate, scaling it one at a time. the gate mentioned was high, and falling was more than likely to be fatal, but the lure of freedom was too powerful. each time one of us crossed over, i looked back, expecting to see the dismembered mug of some demented creature out for food. it wasn't until i was safely over the fence when i started breathing normally again.
the aforementioned light shone brighter than before, as though it was glad i had managed to survive this perilous ordeal. i turned my head towards the source of the light. freedom beckoned.

or, in summary form... school's main gate was locked when we finished out project, so we went over to the field and climbed over the field gate. aravin's a sissy who's afraid of heights. went to bus stop with weilun and spent my time in the bus visualising l4d scenes in the field.

lame eh. if you've read until here, let me praise you for being such a suckerhead good and loyal reader! lol!
maths test on circle properties tomorrow. sure die, i have to burn midnight oil again.

it's now the ideal revision time, 10:30 at night.
the peaceful silence, the serenity
nothing but my diamdiam 手机.
msg me damn itxz.
i'm super bored.
oh yeah, the pics!

part-time burglar tricks:

look around for any people in the vicinity

smile for the camera!

this is our pythagoras switch project:


London Bridge! (LB)
our project name~
the main part of the pythagoras switch. damn fast end sia. sad.


at chunyin's house area:




a lot more videos, msn me for em!
study time now~ cya!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

prove it.

there's always a tomorrow, but there's no guarantee that tomorrow will be any better than today.


got scolded by mr yeong and mr goh for falling asleep during their lessons.
i really can't help it.
sometimes i just can't stand myself.
and trigo is one of the most important chapters too.
there's too much going on inside my head that i can't think.

attempted chemistry just now.
did 8 questions and got 4 right.
out of those 4, 3 is checked back and corrected.
i feel so damn useless.
why can't i concentrate? why, why, why?
do i really just suck so much?
i need to find the motivation to inspire myself.
but i'm the sort of person who can't ever be inspired.

tuition again tomorrow.
mum wants me to get tutored for both sciences as well as maths.
if that happens..
i'll go crazy.

headache's getting so bad i can feel it in my bones.
it's affecting my appetite, too. one reccess is enough for my whole day.
sigh.

english oral today. screwed up a little at the picture, but overall i think i did reasonably well.
didn't complete the physics project as weilun and chunyin had cca.

ah. sian. i'll upload number 5 (is it number 5?) tomorrow.


i don't want the past to repeat itself.
when i was like a stranger to you, and vice versa.
i want to open up, smile a bit more.
but somehow, inside, my body forces me to mantain a serene expression.
i'm sorry. it's just a bit too much for me to handle.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

exhausted

'Who's to say you have all the answers? Who's to say any one person has all the answers?'
'Leaders are chosen all the time-'
'Exactly! That's my point! Leaders are chosen. Chosen. It's about free will. People can choose who to put their trust in, whether it's the Council of Faar or the viceroy of Leeandra. It's up to the people. And if that leader fails, they won't be leading for long. History has proven that. Nobody can have infalliable power because nobody is infalliable, especially not a leader who rises to power by manipulating the people he claims to care so much about. Dictators don't stay in power long, and you want to be the dictator of all there ever was or will be. Give me a break! You don't care about the people of Halla. That's just an excuse. You only care about the power.'
'I can guide Halla to heights you can't even imagine'
'How? By playing on people's worst instincts? That's what you're obsessed with - the worst side of people. What kind of leader is that? Halla isn't perfect and will never be. But it's right. That's the way it was meant to be. People have the right to choose their own destiny, right or wrong.'
'And that is where we disagree.'


-Pendragon, Raven Rise





very tired, today.
physics project totally screwed up.
lazy to type everything out. tomorrow, maybe.

i finally downloaded a straight version of L4D. has sound and all that.
anyone want play, msg me! i can play via garena only. no steam.

chinese project still not up. i'm thinking of copying weilun's bag idea lol.
i have the blueprints for my poster, but i need mum's help with the slogan. HAHA!
chinese A* hor, maisiaosiao

um, number six next?





6. Inconsolable - Backstreet Boys

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling
oh, if you were here right now, I swear I'd tell you this

*
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
*

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge, But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

**

No, no, no
I don't wanna be like thisI just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)
Cause baby,
**

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah, yeah, yeah Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah
I'm inconsolable


my old favourite has dropped quite a bit.
but the lyrics are just simply AWESOME!

k, i really have to get started on my chinese project now.
ta~

Monday, September 14, 2009

14th september 2009

damn it. damn it. damn it.

went to school late today on purpose so i would miss spot check.
SUAY SUAY, the minute i walk in aravindas jitao 'nicholas ong! hair!'
fxck man.

gotta chiong a lot of assignments.
i'm attempting to complete the whole stack of papers on my table.
approx 1/2m high. shiok.

chinese project still undone. chinese sucks ttm, i swear.
&i've got a terrible headache that just keeps getting worse.

gtg alr~
cya!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

13th september 2009

without passion, determination is just so much empty fuel.

it's been a long time since i've done a quiz so..


SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. my bed?
2. fan
3. BOOKS. lots of them.
4. messy cupboard
5. speakers for when i want to blast music
6. charger etc.
7. um. magazines?

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. handphone!
2. computer!
3. friends?
4. tv?
5. MUSIC!
6. my bolster lolzxzx
7. books!

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. girls!
2. holidays so fast end siol -.-
3. REVISION! REVISION! REVISION!
4. somebody msg me damn it ):
5. what's there to do today?
6. Teenage's late this month
7. what should i read next? :/

SEVEN OTHER THINGS -
DO YOU
1. Believe In God?- yeah
2. Had A Dream Come True?- the ones i want never come true.
3. Read The Newspaper?- nope. i prefer fiction.
4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday?- hardly!
5. Have A Best Friend?- i.. think so.
6. Take A Bath Daily?- who doesn't sia. wth


and coincidentally, there is no number 7. so i'll replace it with...





7. The way i are - Timbaland
I ain't got no money
I ain't got no car to take you on a date
I can't even buy you flowers
But together we can be the perfect soul mates
Talk to me girl

Baby, it's alright, now you ain't gotta floss for me
If we go there, you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks, just you and me
Thug it out 'til we get it right

*Baby if you strip, you could get a tip
'Cause I like you just the way you are
I'm about to strip and I want it quick
Can you handle me the way I are?
I don't need the cheese or the car keys
Boy I like you just the way you are
And let me see ya strip, you could get a tip
'Cause I like*

I ain't got no Visa
I ain't got no Red American Express
We can't go nowhere exotic
It don't matter 'cause I'm the one that loves you best
Talk to me girl

Baby, it's alright, now you ain't gotta floss for me
If we go there, you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks, just you and me
Thug it out 'til we get it right

**

Baby girl
I don't got a huge ol' house
I rent a room in a house
Listen baby girl
I ain't got a motorboat but
I can float ya boat
So listen baby girl
Once you get a dose of D.O.E
You gon' want some mo'
So listen baby girl
When I make it I want you back
Want
you back, yeah



i know it's old but i like it (: