if there's one thing i learnt in my fifteen years of living, it's that nobody cares to bother if you're sad. they only care that you make them happy, because to everyone else, 'them' is all that matters.
friendship grows. until you strike too hard, too many times.
with all that's going on, it's a marvel i've managed to keep up in this maelstrom of papers that teachers call homework.
there's a ton of work to complete, and i'm slugging out on my computer. man. i've not revised a single piece of shit. i blame it on having no time, but the truth is, i can't concentrate on my own. i can't think about work when all my other friends are concentrating on games and everything. i need some time on my own.
bought Halo ODST, and now i'm itching to go try it out.. but i gotta restrain myself. work, then play. anyone wants to go out study, call me. i'm free at all times. chemistry, phyics, maths, whatever. PLEASE. I NEED HELP.
had a terrible sore throat today. voice degenerated to a rasp within the first hour. fortunately got better before recess.
i've tried everything i could. guess i'm never gonna be good enough.
i'd give anything to snap my fingers once and be right there.
happy hari raya?i think.
had a weirded dream about two blacks hacking each other to death with bricks. should be something reflecting on my personality, all this hacking and death.
met up w/ brenna at 9am, then over to starbucks to finish the maths homework. i say 'finish', but in reality i only did 2 ACS papers. and half of the questions were left undone. left at 1+, then homed all the way.
school tomorrow. idk how our physics project wil turn out, but given our STRAINOUS TIME SCHEDULE, mr goh'd better give us a good mark lol. i mean, there's fire, wood and all that. elements sehhh. was supposed to have water too, but was harder to do than the fire.
1) Who was the last person you texted ?- brenna 2) Who was the first person that texted you today ?- nobody yet, but i have a feeling it's gonna be IRIS. 3) Who was the last person you last met ?- weilun 4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?- nope! 5) What time did you went to bed last night ?- 1am+ 6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex ?- thinking back... nope! 7) Do you want someone dead ?- nope! 8) What are you thinking right now ?- nope! i mean, sianz, 7.50 onlyyyy 9) Who was the last person you took picture with ?- the projector 10) Do you wish someone was with you right now ?- yes! 11) Who are you talking to right now ?- nobody 12) What does the last message say?- lol. freaking long. don't want put. 13) Is someone in your mind ?- nope! chocolate more likely. 14) Who is complaining to you right now ?- my mum. 'aiyo, why always have police?' (project time) 15) 10 people tagged to do quiz (not in order)- 1)axel- 2)xiaopang- 3)brenna- 4)dean- 5)junhao- 6)jasnyn- 7)weilun- 8)yonglong- 9)wenkai- 10)mofo- (LOL out of people to use.) 16) When was the last time you chatted with 3 (brenna) ?- i frgot. friday? 17) What if 5 and 10 quarrel (junhao, mofo)?- LOL. SEE IF THEY MEET UP FIRST. 18) Who is 1 having a relationship with (axel) ?- he's single! go get 'im girls! 19) Is 9 fierce (wenkai)?- i don't know~ 20) Is 3 & 4 studying at the same school (brenna, dean)?- yes! 21) Who is 2 to you ?(xiaopang)- my good friend! who likes borrowing my money hehe :P 22) How did you know 10 (mofo)?- ever since never 23) When did you last talk to 6 & 8 (jasnyn, yonglong)?- omfg. this one is also freaking long tiem ago. 24) Are you close with 7 (weilun)?- i think so! 25) How long have you know 1 (axel) ?- three years! 26) What if 5 & 7 fight ?(junhao, weilun)- i oon't think this is valid scenario, but i'm putting my money on weilun. 27) How long have you known 9 (wenkai) ?- approx. 9 months? 28) Say something about 2. (xiaopang)- owe me $2. 29) Is 4 trustworthy ? (dean)- i think so! 30) Who is 1 to you ? (axel)- brother! 31) Do you argue with 7 everytime ( weilun)- i don't recall ever having argued with him lol 32) How well do you know 5 (junhao)- very well! he uh, well, i know he studies in east view~ 33) Do you know things about 1 ?(axel)- yes. has a secret collection of pokemon cards hidden under his bed. 34) Is 2 & 9 schoolmates (xiaopang, wenkai)?- yes! 35) What if 4 & 10 fight (dean, mofo)?- refer to question 17.
''THERE IS NO WALL WE CAN'T CLIMB, AS LONG AS WE HAVE THE DETERMINATION.'' just posted this on my fb wall. HAHA! i suddenly felt this was a good quote and thus, it earned a place in my blog. lol!
so, to sum up my saturday/ sunday woke up at 11+, prepared awhile and went to do finish up the bloody physics project. met up w/ weilun at 3, then went to tampines sports hall to play LAN. saw andy, aloysius & jonathan there and played L4D w/ them. lol, macham whoever use infected almost sure win sia.
went back around 7, then began our operation. a lot of stuff i want to put, and got picture i want to post, but don't dare only. LOL! for the full details chat me in msn, cause i'm dying to tell this to someone. LOL!
so, me, weilun and aravin did the project cause both amirul and chunyin cmi. chunyin lazy only. _l_ from 7pm do all the way until 4am in the morning. NABEI. 'GOD. I LOVE YOU. PLEASE HELP US.' i remember chanting this for 15 min straight. end up have 2 kind-hearted malay guys help us, or else we will still be over there grinding our teeth. thanks man!
then very sian, nobody pei me eat supper. heng aravin want smoke, agree to accompany me. end up we at one part gambling. *T%& %)#@(*&! _l_ i from owe him $2 for food, then -$.6.50, then earn until $11.50 should STOP, but he keep on continue. now i owe him $2.50 again. SO THE SIAN.
video wil be uploaded when i get the high quality one from aravin. HE VERY FUNNY SIA. WASTE TIME TALKING ON THE INTRO WHEN HIS CAMERA HAS NO SPEAKER. END UP JUST SEE SOME TEETH FLASH HERE FLASH THERE. LOL!
bus-ed home around 6+, reached home a while ago. now i'm gonna sleep. goodnight!
WAIT. before that, my promised number 4:
4. A little too not over you - David Archuleta
It never crossed my mind at all That's what I tell myself What we had has come and gone You're better off with someone else It's for the best I know it is but I see you Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside And I turn around, you're with him now I just can't figure it out
*Tell me why you're so hard to forget Don't remind me, I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you, not over you*
Aren't memories supposed to fade? What's wrong with my heart? Shake it off, let it go Didn't think it'd be this hard Should be strong, movin' on but I see you Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside And I turn around, you're with him now I just can't figure it out
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Maybe I regret everything I said No way to take it all back, yeah Now I'm on my own, how I let you go I'll never understand I'll never understand
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Tell me why you're so hard to forget Don't remind me, I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth And I really don't know what to do I'm just a little too not over you, not over you
MV could've been a little better, but the song's still terrific. after this onwards, the rest are all korean. sorry! lyrics may be a bit of a mouthful.
k, gotta catch up on my sleep. my eyebags are so aravin! LOL!
