up the vine

someone to talk to, someone to guide me


took bus to school for the first time in 2 weeks <33 lol.
was enjoying my music for a long time on the bus, with my old earpiece, since my new one died on me.

went to chunyin's house after school to think of our physics project, pythagoras switch!
after loads of thinking, we came up with a basic sketch.
LOL. now i think back, my ideas were seriously 'over ambitious', as chunyin put it. haha!
tuition, then rot. i feel a bit lifeless now.

nothing to upload, but just for YOUR entertainment i'll try finding jokes or something to post up.
maybe more poems?
idk. stay tuned!

freaking tired today,
my energy level is like kena poison, from 100mp drop until 25mp, until recess.
aft recess, jitao shoot until over max level. LOL~ i'm being lamed.

chalet in a few days time, but is damn freaking sian now.
a lot of people dont want go, and extra classes cut until holidays not like holidays anymore.
i'm getting a bit reluctant to go now. main reason, all guys chalet.
with all that Y chromosome in the air, can already guess what they're gonna talk about.

sex.

idk if i'm different or whatever, but wth man. i don't like to talk about this kind of stuff.
still got lots of stuff to settle. food, drinks, etc.

nothing much to post now. its so damn boring at home.
i'm thinking of watching some freaking scary movie myself, just so i'll feel something.
but.. i ain't got the guts. or the source. or the 'myself' part.
anyone want to watch with me?
but right, must not halfway 'AAAAH! I DON'T DARE WATCH LIAO!' then zhao.
and must be some freaking strong person so that their bones won't break when i get scared.
frget it. strong person, cfm still not strong enough. LOL!

i gotta stop talking to myself.
ta.

27.

'when was the last time you praised him?'
two years ago?'

'when he was two years old.'
-小孩不笨2


i know what it's like to have people feeling disappointed with me.
i can't stand it.

14 more days to chalet!

a journey of a thousand miles must begin with a single step.
-lao tzu i think. can't remember too clearly.

WARNING. LONG, BORING POST AHEAD.



caught the show 'where got ghost' with usual clique, at century square
quite good, i give it a 3.5/5 star rating.
i was seated alone cause i frgot to get axel's ticket.
so bo bian, one person sit farfar away~
though i didn't dare to laugh or shout alone, it was still quite exhilarating to watch a hor-medy show 'myself'!

walked around and chatted for a while before going home.

& i'm getting happy/ sad over my recent results ._.
happy - my maths is getting better & better, and i can do sums with full confidence now! social studies and humanities getting better too.

sad - chinese fail, physics sucks, chemistry no hope and english deproved until tok gong. wtf.
now teacher also laugh at me for losing both languages to weiling. -'-

didn't score that well for reader's theatre, since i was in the first group and had no chance to learn from other people's mistakes.
though natalie's group was the absolute BEST. HAHA. angmoh accents, overdone actions and elaborated speeches rolled into one. 4/5 stars!

lesson i learnt during STAR:
LOVE <> SEX <> (does not equal to)
or, WAIT.
lol, its kinda stupid telling us this, like what, we're gonna JUST DO IT.
305 lehh, so guai ;D
lol. i'm being an idiot.

time to get started on the physics project! haven't even started lol.
i want to involve fire, light and water, but the fire thing might be too much.
pytagoras switch. IDEAS NEEDED!

k, i quote from weilun's blog,
'My phone now is so damn quiet. Everyday before sleep or after sleep, wake up check handphone no msg, jiu sian.'
SAME! now my handphone is only used to check time ._.
EH, PEOPLE WHO ARE READING THIS, MSG ME WORHZXZXZXZXZX.
BAH. now i'm ad-libbing.

i feel like going on and on forever, but.. yeah. time.

by the way, !!!, whoever you are, please continue to hate-tag me. do your worst, i'll respond in kind. i'm serious. you have no idea how much fun i'm having. &don't worry about me getting hurt and all that, cause i won't be. and be honoured that i'd saved a special post just for the likes of you.

i'm going to sleep now, at exactly 12am. shiok ah!
ta~

Moving on

it's been too long, without your voice, my heart's began to empty
too much is lost, what used to be two, has now decreased by the many
but now, when i look back and think, i realise in vain
its the same thing life's thrown at me, over and over again

travelling forth or moving back, i have no idea
but it's better than still holding on to all those memories dear
i've given my all, if it's not enough, there's nothing i can do
i'm simply just not good enough, no wonder we were through

since, my road's been obscured with fog, though the ride's gotten smoother
no more obstacles in the way, just one end to the other
past the uncertainty and the doubt, there's still a drop of clarity
time will definately heal all wounds, and eventually cleanse my memory

now, when i look back and think, i realise in vain.
its the same thing life's thrown at me, over and over again
i've waited once, i've done it twice, though it's energy down the drain
there's no point in holding on if it's causing this much pain