13th june 2009

screwed from jingheng's blog


1. My ex is still: -.-
2. I am listening to: nothing
3. Maybe I should: kick someone's ass
4. I love: chocolates. no contest.
5. I don’t understand: chinese! and sanskrit.
6. I lost: too much
7. People say: i'm emo
8. The meaning of my screen name is: uber-awesome (NICHOLAS)
9. Love is: impossible
10. Somewhere, someone is: thinking of me :x
11. I will always: live? lol
12. Forever seems: ..totally impossible
13. I will never ever want to: die after my kith&kin
14. My cellphone: in a corner of the room, unused
15. When I wake up in the morning: i put the blankets back on and go to sleep again.
16. I get annoyed when: people ignore me
17. Parties are: what?
18. My pet(s) is(are): an ex-hamster
19. Kisses are the best when: i have no idea
20. Today: is the 13th of june.
21. Tomorrow I: will have tuition
22. I really want: to strangle somebody
23.I really want to ask: why? ):




TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now.
1. imy ):
2. you rock!
3. go to hell, sucker.
4. i'm sorry, really sorry that it had come to this.
5. get a life...
6. lets go!~
7. GET A JOB WITH ME SUCKA :D
8. i swear, if you zzz me ONE MORE FREAKING TIME, I'LL *censored*
9. do i still owe you money? or was it you who owes me?
10. forget it laa. its all water under the bridge anyw.

NINE things about yourself.
1. i'm easily provoked >:(
2. i can keep my temper well :D
4. i'm emotional
5. i HATE people who pretend
6. uh. i'm cool? :D
7. people tell me im handsome :D
8. i believe in god, a heaven and hell.
9. i absolutely hate people who give me this expression: '=.='

EIGHT things you look for in a boyfriend/Girlfriend.
1. character
2. spunk
3. loyalty
4. good looks :D
5. hot bod' :D
6. faithfulness
7. able to balance fun and play
8. smart!

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot.
1. stop looking at my computer!!!
2. kaypo -.-
3. i need money! :D
4. i want food! :D
5. *she's cute
6. if you stare at me one more time, i'll go over and kick your ass
7. will i insult him/her by saying this?

SIX things you do before you fall asleep.
1. brush my teeth
2. turn off the computer
3. pee
4. hug my bolster <333
5. cover myself with the blanket?
6. sweet dreams! *lights out

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment.
1. you know who you are (:
2. you know who you are (:
3. you know who you are (:
4. you know who you are (:
5. you know who you are (:

FOUR things you really enjoy doing.
1. hanging out with friends
2. trying out new stuff
3. experimenting
4. challenging others

THREE things you absolutely hate:
1. people ignoring me
2. zzz's and =.='s
3. boring people

TWO places you want to visit.
1. japan
2. taiwan, AGAIN!

ONE thing you are afraid of.
1. worms D:<
they suck to the core



ABC About You Questions:
A - AVAILABLE : i am now! come & get me :D
B - BIRTHDAY : 17.4.09
C - CRUSHING ON : an annoying piece of meat in my mouth called the tounge.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD : plain water!
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO : i have to think a lot before i talk to anyone, so nobody (:
F - FAVORITE SONG : inconsolable <333333333333333
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS : gummy worms!
H - HOMETOWN : pasir ris, one and only
I - IN LOVE WITH : ...
J - JUGGLE : what?
K - KILLED SOMEONE : the only thing i killed by accident was a lizard. and i cried for 2 hours after that. (serious!)
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE : 16 hours. damnit. customs suck.
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR : i've only had banana before
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 1
O - ONE WISH : love me again ):
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST : MR KAHAR LOL
R - REASON TO SMILE : not to hurt other's feelings
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD : akon's beautiful
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP : 9am. record! early seh
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: plain brown i think. no way i'm checking.
V - VEGETABLE(S) : none, zero, nada, nothing
W - WORST HABIT : laziness
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD : 2
Y – YOYOS ARE : boring~
Z - ZODIAC SIGN : ARIES! IT FTW! :DDD

Random Questions About You:
Rotting today? nope.
Spell your name without vowels : nchls (sounds like a school lololol)
What color do you wear most? : black
Least favorite color? : yellow
What are you listening to? : nothing
Are you happy with your life right now? : ya think? NO.
What is your favorite class in school? : PE! if not, a maths i guess.
When do you start back at school/college? : july
Are you outgoing? : i try to be
Favorite pair of shoes? : converse & nike.
Where do you wish you were right now? : wouldn't it be nice, if the world was cadbury

THE CANS:
Can you dance? : i wna learn breakdancing ): looks so cooooool~
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? : i hate cherries.
Can you whistle? : duh.
Write with both hands? : with my right hand. left, not so much,
Walk with your toes curled? : duh

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets? : ahbuden
Do you believe in miracles? : yes
Do you believe in magic? : yeah :D
Love at first sight? : yeah
Do you believe in Satan? : who? no way man.
Do you believe in Santa? : santa is a hoax! a hoax! its a hoax! *sobs
Do you know how to swim? : duh
Do you like roller coasters? : fast, adrenaline rush, whats there not to like?
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? : NO. show me veg and i'll be dead in 2 days
Worms?! AH FOOK. *faints

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane? : kunminggggggggggggg~
Have you ever asked someone out? : after long consideration, yes
Have you ever been asked out by someone? : YES :D
Have you ever been to the ocean? : yeah
Have you ever painted your nails? : nope

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside? : 30+ i think
What radio station do you listen to? : 98.7 FM
What was the last restaurant you ate at? : sakura!
What was the last thing you bought? : peach tea
What was the last thing on TV you watched? : i frgot

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd? : i don't IM
Who was the last person you took a picture of? : my camp instructors?
Who was the last person you said I love you to? : idk

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out? : yes ):
Ever cried yourself to sleep? : yes ):
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? : no -.-
Ever cried over the opposite sex? : ..yes
Do you cry when you get an injury? : NO
Do certain songs make you cry? : there has to be one

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happy person? : most of the time
What can make you happy? : chocolates, and small stuff that tell me i'm not alone.
Do you wish you were happier? : who doesn't?
Can music make you happy? : music is my loveeeeee~

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken? : 7-8
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? : absolutely. &without regrets.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color? : BLACK LA. RUBBING IT IN ISIT? NABEI __
Current piercings? : 1
Have any tattoos? : nope
Eye color? : brown with a very dark green edge.

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color : grey/ soft brown
Short or long hair : long! :D
Height : about .. 155?
Best clothing : idk

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail : i still below 16 leh
Mooned someone : NO
Laughed so hard you cried : yeah
Cried in school : nope
Thrown up in a store : thank god, no
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today : it's still early!
Gone skinny dipping : never before

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke : whats the difference?!
McDonald's or Burger King : McDonalds
Single or Group Dates : i don't mind both
Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolateeeee!~
Strawberries or Blueberries : blueberries
Meat or Veggies : meat
TV or Movie : both!
Guitar or Drums? : i don't play either. but guitar, i guess.
Adidas or Nike : NIKE! just do it~
Chinese or Mexican : chinese = H5N1 mexican = H1N1
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : cheerios!
Cake or Pie : both!
MTV or VH1 : what?


read til you cry! & i'm gonna upload some more of the camp pics, including some very emberassing ones. once i steal them from other people's blogs.

11th june 2009

i don't blame you. if i were you, i'd have chosen him, too.





back from my chinese cultural camp at long last!
i got posted to the group 神农 whilst over there.
fortunatelyyy, i was in the same group as axel. PHEW
i was worried that the evss group'd be split up and all.
evss people in our group were me, axel, irene, alicia &peishan (sp?)
i'll let the pictures do the talking before continuing with day 1-3




banner group photo!
dean's penguin, cute siaaaaaal.

axel's penguin, cute x2 lol.

our camp instructors, i frgot their names already -.-
oh & btw, they nicknamed the right-hand side instructor 'mario' (look at the poster!)

idk who this belongs to, but the eyes are like, WHOA

random pic?

penguin family, LOL
my poor penguin dropped both its wings and its rod

chinese hor, big achievement okayyyyyyyyy.

神农！
my group!

axel, me
yeah i know i'm not photogenic

weiting & irene were spamming with my phone ._.
at least the battery lasted me til' home.

cut to the chase! last photo! lol

my blurry mooncake
didn't get to eat it, wasted sia.
idk why i dnt wna eat

my camp room! tidy right!~

spot axel!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM, SENG!!
i have no idea if i spelt that right, and idc lol.

reading this made me sleepy
listening to others read it filled my sleep with 'shi shi shi shi shi shi'

alicia said this person is famous.
yet idk who this is -.-
she 'wrote over 600+ songs, though only 100+ of them were selected.'
only. i'm quoting here.

kunming people, remember this?
i'm very sure you guys remember the 双喜, haha!

lion dancers

that flash was from a camera, not the 'firework'

random pic

神农ftw

our hostel corridor!
taken right out of a ghost movie

last picture from day 1
the big breakfast set i got from mac' before going to city hall

this picture was from some hotel which i cant remember the name of
about the AYG thing.

ngoh hiang :x

100 at round 6, and the total was 150+
didnt take the final score since the 'touch here' thing was blocking it for the whole game.
P.S DO NOT GO TO EHUB FOR BOWLING. GO TO TAMPINES SAFRA.

k, thats all. i think there'll be more pictures once i rip them from axel's blog >:)
since i didn't manage to get anyone's contacts

so, my journal.

DAY 1, tuesday :)

met up with axel & dean at white sands mac
weiting & irene came shortly after
trained to city hall, met the red-shirted people & went to NUS/NTU, i'm not sure which
got our tags, went to our rooms, WOW-ed at them, dumped our luggage and went back down to meet the instructors.
went for a super-long lecture, then went back and bathed.
ran out at night and met the evs people, then went over to.. lol i frgot.
i think it was irene's, weiting's, axel's and my room(s).
got a bit bored, and began spooking axel about some 'lian whose been diao-ing him
slept at 2.30, and axel went over to my room, cause he can't sleep LOL

DAY 2, wednesday :DDDDD

today was a bit busier
went for 2 super-long lectures, then headed over for games!
chinese taboo, balloon bursting, water splashing, tag-soccer& some marathon thing.
obviously i was hopeless at the taboo, haha!
had a FABULOUS dinner totally worth $25 had a waiter not splashed someone's drink into my plate.
oh well. skipped dinner and watched the auction, where we used money earned from our games to pay for the stuff.
was kinda fun, esp at the part where our group was pooling ALL 82k of our money for one 经够棒 (i have no idea if i wrote it correctly!)

btw. i frgot to mention it, but all groups were given one event from 西游记 to act out.
we got the horse & peach stealing thing, idk how to translate -.-
sorry!

so, end up got one giant peach, 'twin swords', and nezha's almighty SKIPPING ROPE!
axel was chosen to be nezha, LOL
&i acted as 李天王(hope this was right), his father!
muhaha.

at one part, there were certain events in which we had to earn extra funds.
mostly it was question answering.
BUT.
in one, two contestants had to raise up their hand while standing back to back, pointing a number from 1-5
then, scissors, paper or stone.
THEN, THE KILLER!
make one 鬼脸 and must be the same.
only one pair of boys cleared the thing, because when they turned around their faces were like, 'huh?'
LOL, SPASTIC
next, a guy & girl had to pair up
the guy needed to '公主报(k i suck at chinese)' the girl
idk how describe, ask me & i'll show you LOL
i was chosen, unfortunately
and the person i was carrying weighed 48kg
48kg, no problem. but cannot move
in the end, we lost cause she changed her grip
third round, is tombalek
girl piggyback guy
axel was the poor dude in the picture above, LOL
cus he was the lightest in our group.
ONE GROUP HAD A SMALL GUY WHO WAS AS TALL AS KIANLONG.
WTH. IMPOSSIBLE FOR THEM TO LOSE SIA.
and, they won.

went back to wash up, then met instructors back downstairs fr the performance thing
at 2am in the morning!
then, we were given our roles. i was chosen to be nezha's dad as well as some member of the 七仙女, cus i raised my hand for fun
bang. next thing i knew, i was in
heng aftwards got people replace me

went to sleep afterwards


DAY 3, last day, today, thursday!! :DDD

finished up with the performance prep, and i was worried i'd get some of my lines wrong.
fortunately we won! along with our 姐妹 group, 伏羲! < style="font-size:78%;">
reached home at 8 30, and was dead beat.
i'm gonna finish unpacking my bag tomorrow



just for fun, i'll do a quiz from jingheng's blog.


What was your last:
1. Last beverage: plain water, the best revitaliser!
2. Last phone call: from home?
3. Last text message: aaron
4. Last song you listened to: inconsolable - backstreet boys <33>

20. Found out someone was talking about you: no, but i'm pretty sure i've been blacklisted by some people.
21. Kissed anyone on your facebook/myspace/friendster friend's list: no
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 100%
23. How many kids do you want?: 2-3 (: i like kids!
24. Do you have any pets: a hamster. it died of old age.
25. Do you want to change your name: but i like my name ):
26. What did you do for your last birthday: had dinner?
27. What time did you wake up today: i didn't sleep!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: discussing the presentation thing, haha!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: getting my own room!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: an hour ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: get rid of all these pimple scars ):
32. What are you listening to right now : my fingers on the keyboard
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no duh
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: the 'ting' of my 'online alert'
35. Most visited webpage: blogger & veoh
36. Whats your first initial: N
37. Nicknames: chocolate, GOUGOU, nich
38. Relationship Status: a swinging single
39. Zodiac sign: Aries! it fucks the world yo.
40. Male or female?: MALE
41. Primary School?: meridian primary. it fucks the world.
42. Secondary School?: east view secondary. it fucks the world too.
43. High school/college?: not yet, but i'm pretty sure it'll fuck the world.
44. Hair colour: blak, red, then black again. i fuck the world.
45. Long or short: longish
46. Height: 181! i've grown :DDDD
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: ..not anymore
48: What do you like about yourself?: my ex-red hair ):
49. Piercings: left ear
50. Tattoos: none, but if i had one it'll read 'fuck the world'
51. Righty or lefty: right handed, left ear-holed

First:
52. First surgery: k1, my head cracked.
53. First piercing: last november
54. First best friend: frgot
55. First sport you joined: soccer! it fucks the world.
56. First vacation: malaysia
58. First pair of trainers: idk.

Right Now:
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: my saliva?
61. I'm about to: chat on msn with some nobo head once i'm done with this.
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting on: nobody

Your Future:
64. Want kids?: duh.
65. Get Married?: duh.
66. Career?: a world-fucker LOL

Which is better:
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: i've never kissed before, so HUG.
69. Shorter or taller: shorter :D
70. Older or Younger: younger, duh
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both!

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both!
73. Sensitive or loud: none of the above :D
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship, who the hell wants a hook-up?
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: both are fine, actually

Have you ever:
76. Kissed a stranger: if she's single, got the hots for me and the feeling's mutal. lol -.- like, 0%
chance of that happening.
77. Drank hard liquor: define hard? 35%?
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope
79. Sex on first date: i'd rather fuck the world
80. Broken someone's heart: i admit it. yes.
82. Been arrested: more times than i can count
83. Turned someone down: yeah
84. Cried when someone died: i'm a very emotional person ): yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: yeah. but its all over now ):

Do you believe in:
86. Yourself: pointless
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: yes
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: nope
91. Kiss on the first date: nope
92. Angels: a little

Answer truthfully:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: ah shit. yes.
95. Did you sing today?: on my way home, cause the road was empty.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: shitt. yes again.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: back to 14. so i can tell you how sorry i am.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: LOL! 204 CLASS CHALET AT NIGHT IN THE BEDROOM! HEHEHEHE :D:D:D:D:D:D
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: now i am

100. Posting this as 100 Truths: & randomly tag 10 people.
just do it, and fuck the world.

k, thats all fr today
tcs!

8th june 2009

c'mon man. behave like who you are.
the only way to be a good friend is to act like a friend.
instead of treating your friends as people to help you get popular.
a popular person never looks at himself as popular.
he looks at himself as an ordinary person.
because everyone's only that. ordinary.
when you look at yourself as popular, you're lying to yourself.
thus, you will never be friendly.






terrible sore throat.
going to tampines complex fr swimming with axel, xiaopang & junjie
HOW THE HELL did they forget to ask me.
no matter, at least i spotted jj at whitesands bus stop while going home after the AYG thing.
i hope i can do a good job and not get tounge tied or anything.
worse, tcher say i need CUT MY HAIR.
+ some of the atheletes can't speak english or chinese.
so we gotta use hand signs to communicate! amazing eh.
i PROMISE, i'll upload any pictures aft my swim cause too long a post makes my blog look like a script.
a really long, beautiful, fantasti-que', amazing script, but still.
a script.

-//
DAMN
something crappy came up on my com and lagged this site.
and my skin got erased.
__ blogger
i hate you man.
so, i stayed at home and worked on this, and i'm not gng fr swimming anymore ):
AAAH, blogger sucks.
like that also can.
pictures will be uploaded when i'm in a better mood -.-
yeah, i'm a f-ed up liar.
-.- sorry. angry laaaaaaaa.

7th june 2009

z, my mum forced me to dye back
&instead of dark brown, she got me black.
now i look weird, somehow.
the thing put natural black? how come it's so damn GLOSSY?
i must be the only person in singapore to dye twice in a week. -.-
ah well. no more spray.



&, for fun, i'm going to compose a little story made up of all the links in my blog.
BONUS - you're going to provide the story :D
see if you can spot the sentence from your blog in here!

P.S i know its a bit rude to do this, but yeah, hope you understand (:




its sunday RAWR!!! xD one of e best day and my fave =p
Today had fun sial :)
Hope it last forever .
Went to celebrate at Sakura Restaurant
Playing with handphone cameras, zooming in and out, making animated pictures, played chopsticks.

Sunday should be a day where by I MUST seat down and study but I just can't.
Wa... Damn sad, I cried for three days three nights even though it just happened.
so dam sway that exams coming and i having a bad flu now and my computer spoilt that i have to use my sis lappy ><

went a few places with some six faithers. (:
If it wasn't for them, I could be lying down on the floor already.
I wish life is so simple and beautiful.
& I need to buy alot of things , shall make a list later on .

LOOKS LIKE I HAVE NO LIFE! LOLS HAHA .
That what you think.
it started for few years, yet it can just end within a few mins.
Whatever wrong i've done, i hope it could all be forgiven.

LOL!!! AFTER SO LONG... ... ... ... ...
It says i am the least nerdy of them all ^^
i am serious ><

Windows are closed, curtains are drawn, no lights are on and the door is closed.
I knew i didnt put in effort, but the results are good.
and i am damm nervous when limpei is talking
Then we went back to pack up and was dismissed.

-TheEnd.


the story is creepily sensible, though its patchy.
HAHA!
its in alphabetical order from my links, so its quite easy to see which line belongs to you.
k, prepare fr tuition alr.
tcs.