Saturday, August 15, 2009

handwriting report?

real report is damn long, so i'll just summarise a little
http://www.handwritingwizard.com/report.php?id=44931

right
wrong
no idea
my comments!

Nicholas has some type of childhood trauma that he's yet to work through. he has issues with trust and it is likely rooted in childhood.
Nicholas is withdrawn into himself, reserved and shows feelings only at times of great anger, extreme passion, or tremendous stress. (this is accurate!) Nicholas is an introvert, making decisions based on logic, therefore he is rarely impulsive. (i'm damn impulsive lol) He doesn't find any need for expressing his emotions, seeing this emotional expression as an unnecessary waste of time. (i'm shyyyy :O) He has a hard time relating to an extreme extrovert, although it is common for him to be attracted to one. Working with his hands is a pleasure. (though i hate D&T a lot, i do like craftwork)

Nicholas's basic nature is to look out for himself first. (screw you) although he can feel emotions as deeply as anyone, he will keep them to himself. (true..)

The first time someone angers Nicholas, he probably will not say anything to that person at that time. However, he will mentally keep track of everything this person does wrong to him until he cannot hold his emotions inside any longer. (this is what i like about me best :D) Then; Boom! Nicholas will cloud up and rain all over them, never regretting what he says.
He won't impulsively tell someone off. (but sometimes i do - bobby lee)

Emotional stories will not sway Nicholas. He thinks totally with judgment, first considering every situation by the effect it will have on him. (RE: refer to withdrawn & not showing emotions)

Nicholas needs space and time alone, being more efficient if given a job alone, rather than being surrounded by people. (tends to get boring after a while.)

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Nicholas doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others. (i have no idea about this :O)

Nicholas will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. (so true) So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!

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In reference to Nicholas's mental abilities, he has a very investigating and creative mind. He investigates projects rapidly because he is curious about many things. He gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but he soon slows down and looks at all the angles. He probably gets too many things going at once. When Nicholas slows down, then he becomes more creative than before. He then decides what projects he has time to finish.

He has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind, and the creative mind. He thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. When he is in the slower mode, he can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. He is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip. Nicholas is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. He needs to visualize the end of a project before he starts. he finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said he plans everything he is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned.

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Nicholas basically feels good about himself. He has a positive self-esteem which contributes to his success. He feels he has the ability to achieve anything he sets his mind to. (this is true. but refer to 'things don't necessarily mean things go as planned) However, he sets his goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". He has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, he will not take great risks, as they relate to his goals. (i'm a coward :O )

Something is incomplete in Nicholas's life. He feels frustration relating to his physical needs and desires. Somewhere in his life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption.
This is very likely to relate to Nicholas's sexual needs. (no freaking duh. i'm underage.)

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For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Nicholas has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Nicholas fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Nicholas has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Nicholas is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Nicholas would like to leave the past behind and move on.
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it's still damn freaking long though.
no wonder my EL summary 14/25 only. nabei.
ta.

Friday, August 14, 2009

not recognised.

temperature's soarin', it's burnin'






came back from swimming at daniel jacob's place. was freaking hot.
no idea what's wrong with the weather.
today quite shiok, went to AVT & computer lab during maths & english respectively.
on the way to com lab saw another of those things i nickname the 'death butterfly'
saw it once at my grandmother's wake, my zhor zhor's wake and outside my house twice.
i'll try to get the pic from weilun so you all will know what i'm talking about.
xiaopang saw one at his house too. he's down with chickenpox. LOL. coincidence much?
nevermind.
i'm burnt black now. damn 辛苦 can. put on shirt also pain.


comic of the day:
remixz much? HAHA.
the guy's face damn cute.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

i wasn't wrong.


weiting. your requested pic(s). ^


If you have love, you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.
-James M. Barrie

beautiful words.


i do all i can, yet nobody recognises me for what i'm worth.


stupid blogger just erased my skin. twice.
one more time & i'm moving to tumblr or livejournal.
dumbass.


played tag rugby during PE today.
was a little bored as i didn't know my team members.
screwed up social studies, i think, cause all my lines damn short.
one or two sentence per paragraph.
recieved back maths results for both a & e today.
like it or not, my results are pathetic.
10/20, 9/20
...gotta buck up.
slept throughout 'assembly' cause there was nothing to do.
visited xiaopang after school and omfg.
no more smooth skin! LOL. now he looks like one of my cousins.
back home now doing god knows what.
swimming/ water polo @ dj's place tomorrow.

hope don't run into that fatass again lol.

OKAY. i'm off for dinner.
stingray, woo.
see ya.





now i have no idea what i see when i look into those eyes.
& i'm pretty sure you're wondering the same.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

beyond recognition

without you, there wouldn't be a me.

and maybe that's why i hate you as much as i love you.

nothing much to post.
i'm beginning to suspect i'm bipolar.
happy one moment and incredibly bitter the next.
but the truth is, there's no reason for me to be angry.
i brought it upon myself.
but there's still no way to get my mind across one fact that's replaying around in my head.

i've been a fool.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

misery loves company

i'm depressed as heck.
someone cheer me up ):

Monday, August 10, 2009

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MUST WATCH.
i've wasted singapore's 44th birthday by going to my yi poh's house.
mahjong all the way sia.
wanted to go watch the NDP but nobody jio -.-
nevermind. next year 45th birthday more grand, haha.

but while watching the telecast, i was awed, totally awed by the whole performance.
idk why.

look where we are, we've come so far, & there's still a long long way to go
with all of my heart, i will care
i'll do my part, i will share
with family and friends, together we'll stand
and in the end, hand in hand 
we will get there.


LOL. the parliament people all look so honoured.
though considering what singapore's achieved... THEY HAVE ALL THE RIGHT TO BE.

I (L) SINGAPORE.

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singapore's birthday is officially over.
12:01am

Sunday, August 9, 2009

national day

the thing i hate most about human nature?
we change too fast.
you don't see animals being homo.
you don't see lions killing their pride members.
you don't see ordinary wolves making out with the alpha female.
so why do we?



happy 44th singapore!
though i'm only one of the (approx.) 4.4million who's gonna say that.
storewide discounts of 44% across the nation. SWEET.
today,
hougang > suntec > T1> home
pretty hectic eh. now i'm looking forward to the 8:22 pledge moment. pity i'm not p5 all over again.
i miss the fireworks display! and the shouting. lolololol

i'm hungry again.
but given my metabolism rate, i'm already undereating. no idea why.
at least i don't grow fat. HAHA

a shitload of work to be done, most of them centering about schoolwork.
so i'm counting on explosm.net to cheer me up. man i love that site.
later.