24th january 2009

the future can be altered, but the past will forever remain past

drew that myself (:
makes a change from scars, no?
today was totally FABULOUS!
well, not totally
the only drawbacks were the HOT WEATHER and my bloated stomach
can't stand it, the only thing that makes me eat more is the fact that i can't seem to get fat -.-
i have no idea why my grandmother says i'm thin
it's fit! LOL
i eat until very full, then see, WA, GOT BUTTER SQUID
chiong alot of squid down, then look at th mango prawns
ten minutes later i wna go home sleep alr
get home still must finish th bread meant for breakfast
or later stale
sian lah. wish i could have vomited it all out then ate more
this was the restaurant i went to...
quite a famous restaurant, specialty dish BUTTER SQUID, mentioned just now
th butter squid was 9.5/10, just a little too tough
but it was delicious, as was th thai fried rice and prawns
joel, mummy
left to right, top to bottom
uncle freddie, joel, benedict gu-gu(he changed his name) marcus, uncle eddie
justin, ME :D

this is th amt of food we ate...
who's for lunch?

there were still about 4 dishes besides these
and these were just for the TEENS
adults had a lot lot lot more
about 1.5x of what we had
that means around 15 dishes?
even had our own personal room :D
that meant we could crap and shout and run around as much as we liked
i even took apart th stuff and played around with th microphones
but, no music i was familiar with
SIAN~
after we had th food, my family were camwhoring around the place
i couldn't join in as i was scarfing down the last few cereal prawns
i hate to waste food, esp if its meat
imagine dying for nothing
waste of good karma for th prawn
then...
was selina ghim-ghim's b'day ytd
so we had a birthday celebration!
i lit the candle! :DDD

opened up th sparkling juice and poured a little of it for everyone
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM, SENG!
gu-gu & ghim-ghim
i told him to look at my camera ._.
don't listen ah.
got out of that tiny restaurant, camwhored again
this time got alot jumpshots
but in my camera -.-
i'll transfer them once i digested my food
LOL
then we went back to catch a few z's, and went over to e!Hub for BOWLING~
god, tried to push my stud through, and my ear bled AGAIN
it really hurts now. next time during judo, idc how stupid i look with a black hole in my ear, i'm gna yank out all my studs and shove them into my bag
later kena infection, good game
end up i put my earring on also pain.
anyw, i really need to brush up on my skills
see my score -.-

137! -.-
not bad luh, at least i first amongst 9 people, HAHA
3 children & 6 adults, HAHA
adults as in 14+
first round only got 114
i wanted 120~
wth sia, my brother tell me, turkey i give you free icecream
no turkey, double nia
then he say, you get 138 i belanja you one drink
end up hit 7 pins down then longkao D:
SIANJIPUA
applied for th nebo card there as i seem to spend 1/2 of my holidays at e!Hub or tampines safra
went home aftwards, twas veh hungry
yeah, i'm a greedy pig
ate th otah bread & roti boy from this morning, then my mum
'我煮好了！你还吃？'
dinner was salmon with prawn eggs & rice
aft th rice i was ready to pull th pin on my stomach and watch it go BOOM
i think i won't be eating for another two days
waste of all th delish CNY goodies sia! walao eh
anyw, i gtg bathe now, mum nagging
i'll be back soon!
take care! :D

23rd january 2009

'there is no such thing as perfect'


recently, there's been a lot of stuff troubling me
i thought it was the exam stress
after doing some soul-searching, i realised that it isn't academic problems
apparently, i'm not the same person who stepped into east view twelve months before
i've neglected advice, thinking i'm oh-so-much-wiser than everyone else
i've begun to ignore my friends, thanks to my thrice-blasted pride
of course , there's a lot more, but i dntwna ruin everybody's mood by crapping about myself (:

firstly, im gna draw up a 'CNY resolutions' (:
bit stupid, i know, but i had no reason for a new year celebration
and i'm basing this resolution thing entirely on negative feedback i've gathered over the years


no more being a violent asshole (anthony, junjie)
dnt look down on others (brenna)
dnt be lamed (just about everybody)
not to be an arrogant bastard
etc: bhb
(everybody)
mai kaopei (anthony, junjie)
dont be lazy (my mum)
dnt be guniang/ gay -.-
like, th stuff i wear, not my behaviour (alicia, brenna)
take th initiative in stuff
etc: homework, revision, friends, relations, projects
(pri teachers, mum)
and, to eat more veg (:
(MYSELF, and about everybody else)

for those who have something negative for me to improve, feel free to tag it (:
and for those who don't have anything negative to say, its cause you dont know me long enough yet (:

positive traits, NONE
really. zero, nada, kosong.


today was boring. slept a little during chemistry and literature. PE was not as interesting, suicide nia. i'll take 2.4 anytime.
chemistry, ms ang show us a video
uh, i think it went like,
a perfect man and a perfect woman met each other on a perfect day
they got married and drove off in their perfect car
halfway, they met santa claus (i know very random)
being the perfect couple, they gave him a lift
suddenly, there was an accident (HAH! what happened to perfect now?)
only one person survived. who was it?

answer,
the perfect woman
cause there's no such thing as santa claus,
and there's no such thing as a perfect man
(how true. fcuking lechers, whole lot of 'em)
THEN, next part
and if there was no santa claus and no perfect man, then the woman must have been driving
thats why there was an accident
BAH. what happened to a perfect driving liscence?
or a perfect straight & smooth road, for heaven's sake

anyw, A maths have stupid QUIZ
i think i did fairly well for Q1 and Q2, but 3b i stumped
sub P,5 into the second solution
shit lah. i sub it into P,Q
the question no P, so i sub 5 into Q
end up dunno what kns answer
shit lah. i think i lost 5+ points on that one
and ms ayesha swapped minghui's seating position with lionel
me and aravin were like, oh shit, damnit, sian lah

after school, at kopitiam for awhile slackslack, then went for judo
my poor head keep on kena injuries
once or twice get smacked by my senior for being bhb
-.-
then my ear stick forget take out AGAIN
crappy memory
finish training my ear rotten lo, looks like a giant blackhead on my earlobe
seriously, whole lobe swollen and red, yet got one black stick in it
aft training, i see th st john people, woohoo.
just in time to meet up with em
glad i did, too

junjie, junhao, guowang and me went to giants' for dinner
guowang so genorous, 'treat' all of us to sushi, and if you get my meaning, it cost abt $30+
with 'free drink' some more
green tea and etc
we were like, BUFFET AH!
halfway, junjie 'oh shit, aaron's USB'
yep aaron, if you're reading this, rmb to kan jj on wed
on our way to dining area, we dared each other to do sth,
'RAAH *hungry ghost face with chopsticks raised' to any civallian
laughed like siao, almost peng
ate so much tamago i dnt want to see another yellow strip of unborn nuclei for two weeks

that's what junjie and junhao had while waiting for th 'job done'
god, 2 eggs each, how do they stay so skinny
i helped them to break the eggs, cause they dnt dare ._.
scaredy-cat! LOL
look what happened to junhao's 2nd egg
damn cool right, its the egg white slopping out, but unable to break through the membrane
first course we had about 1.5 boxes of sushi each
and with water too
look what happened to the place after we were done eating
an unnessecary blot on an otherwise perfect landscape
i stepped on th tuna sushi, wth
used th stick to scrape it off
& just a footnote for those who're hungry, junhao dropped abt half a box of sushi near the tree
we were like, WALAO! then, aiya, nevermind lah, free anyway
i wasn't full aft th first course, so we went for th main course
sorry guys, i know i was being selfish there
brought the guys over to near my house there, its within walking distance only!
had our food at the multi purpose hall, since everywhere we went all malays there
this time 2boxes each, with the sushi roll and green tea. AND, salmon sushi! WOOHOO
love it man, only hate hate HATE the wasabi. smells like shit
lols, guowang my idol sia, so rich. HAHAHA

random picture while waiting for our second course
jun jie/hao revising their stuff, tch
all the commands and what, so blur
eat finish, i see them to the bus-stop and walked home myself
AND, while walking to the computer, there's this idiot moth
fly fly fly then kena until my head
head not enough, still bang into my shoulder
last time, hit until my LOWER LIP
wth, and i just licked it and it flew over
i think it got stuck there for a second before i blew it away
so disgusting sia.
heng never kena until my upper lip as well, or there goes my first kiss, LOL
now i'm at a loss for what to do
nobody ever seems to be online and free at the same time
everybody so guai, study study study -.-
or else it's 'BUSY' , 'IDLE' or 'AWAY'
not encouraging

but heng, next few days have stuff to keep me occupied
relatives coming over for reunion dinner :D
my mum wants me to invite my friends over too -.-
but i dnt want!~ GUYS, KEEP AWAY PLEASE! :D
cause my house is like, an insect haven
beetles, moths, bees, ants, those big flying ants, mayflies, mosquitoes, etc.
you name it, i've got a couple of them
even a cockroach in my drawer once
no idea how it got there
and there's a dead beetle under my com
at least, i think it's dead
*poke
nope, it's alive. i just threw it out of th window D:
not a nice way to die, but better than th computer radiation anyw
alright, it's getting late, time to sign off blogspot
takecare, and stay happy (:

th reason why i can't ever relax?
why i'm so taut?
why i'm so emotional now?
why i've become like a hungry ghost?
i shouldn't have bottled everything up
it's too late to care. there's nothing left.
i always assumed there'd be a constant that'd never change
no matter how low life gets, as long as that constant stays constant, i'm fine
but you changed that constant
you made it hard for me to smile honestly
you dragged us into it, knowingly or not
no matter what happens, i'll always remember,
you made my life miserable at best

22nd january 2009

'an object's value isn't counted by how much it's worth, but what it had cost to get it'

had th CNY celebration at school today, was a real BLAST!
i missed out on half th lion dance though
cause miss ayesha ask me call those in class go to hall
end up i in class kaypo -.-
this was the near-end result!
oh yeah, and our class motto is... uh,
i think it went something like,
from small beginnings come great things
from what i learnt in lit, thats an antithesis :D
a technique used for direct opposition or contrast
small > great
sounds good for literature, but not so hot in our motto
because, the main point being it doesn't make sense
aft th lion dance was the kunming trip presentation
anthony, raina and derrick went to talk about their visit
dnt have my pic de D:
and kokyong looks very small standing beside to his buddy
no offence ):
heck, i think i'm shorter than that guy
when anthony finish his speech, mr kaha wrapped up the whole thing
then it was the MASCOT TIME!
we lost though D:
to 306, i have no idea how a (god of prosperity/ wealth, etc.) 财神爷 can win our ox
i mean, 财神爷 too common alr.
then was english, teacher spend 15 minutes of her lesson complaining about our compo
and there is no way in hell 'resigned' means unaccept
like, 'he had no choice but to resign to his fate'
ms tan looks at words too literally
she'll make a terrible literature student, HAHA
school over, i and DAS~ stay back for about 15 minutes trying to finish question 1f
so freaking hard
in the end we copy from answer page without any working
LOL
then i met up with the guys to play dai di at th nearby playground
no money, sian
sucky cards, but there's my baobei ACE OF DIAMONDS in it
my 王牌！
so far i haven't lost with that card yet
HAHA
play finish, they all want go lan
i wanted to follow D:
but no money
damn, money flowing like water now
gta go remove junhao's pic now -.-
he dntwant me post his pics up.
(hey guys, go check it out ASAP ;D)
okay, take care (:

21st january 2009

'there's always a calm before a storm, and there's a calm after every storm'





today was hyper (:
i was in a good mood for the whole school day, i didn't sleep at all during any lesson
muhaha~
i can still rmb that stupid anthony shouting
'byebye stupid, band 4'
-.-
i'm a helluva certain A-maths and double pure science is a lot more important than MT

STAR was fun, dressed up our mascot, POHSIANG~
idk him until this year btws (:
his voice very cute sial~~~~~~~`
let th chairpeople come up with th ideas while i did the craft :D
i love craft, its only the d&t i dnt like
made the two newspaper 'horns' and stuck them to some cardboard
i have no idea how they're gna stick it onto his head though
whatever~ i'll leave that to brenna
pohsiang with th horns
aravin's hands :D

ME, ARAVINDAS, JUNJIE, JUNHAO & GUOWANG

aravin:
i've gotten the bull horns! now i'm invincible! ROAR~ (or whatever sound bulls make)
guowang:
oh my god. thats terrible. i'm going to go over and bite his head off.

junjie:
i object! we must run away while we still can
who knows what kind of power he has with those horns

junhao:
i think we should... uh... i dont know

me:
*strictly censored content, lots of vulgarities and swear words

lame -.-
all these were taken after school
i, louis, junjie and derrick went to slack
then derrick went for th kunming rehearsal thingy
apparently they won th blog thing
then not long later junhao & guowang came
all th st john and ncc people talk talk talk about UG stuff
now i know what a lightbulb feels like -.-
ask them 'dnt talk about UG, say something i can talk about leh'
'okay okay'
then they walked home, i accompany them
big mistake
from school until 497 area all talking about UG, i bo bian one person solo walk in front
reach the 497 area, louis went home, th st john peeps & me left
sigh*
they can 24 hour st john all the way
sibei sian
bus-ed home by myself, at least double decker, cheer me up
nth to do, so plugged into 98.7 fm
boring -.-
very few nice songs
and now i'm at home!~
duh
still very bored, nobody pei me chat D:
axl's doing his chi hw, huifang audi-ing, i think
gongzhu, niang, junjie, tianshen all offline
derrick,kokyong & anthony not regular chatty people one
kianlong&aloysius, busy dota-ing i guess
and axel wants to learn dota ._.
guys! teach him leh~
schedule a LAN timing or sth (:
teach him how to play like a nicholas ;x
that means godlike, for those who dntknw, HAHA
bhb sia me -.- *bangs head on wall
there's ANOTHER maths test scheduled soon
sian~~
and the stupid 幸福万岁 is NC16
nabei nabei nabei
vulgarities nia. we can handle it -.-
sad lah. have to settle for another show. how bout 大喜事？
or INKHEART?
i'll post up more next time. gta go do my stuffs (:

P.S
thanks to all those who've tagged me (:
i'm a lil' lazy to reply those who like,
'hey nich! taggg :D'
'yo gougou! tagged!'

so, i'll say A VERY BIG THANKYOU beforehand

THANKYOU!
red means priority (:

20th january 2009

i can't keep awake during lessons anymore D:
what the hell? this is the first time in my life
physics, MT, chemistry
all of them, i fall asleep.
all those hyper hyper people in other classes
sigh*
there's always more fun in groups
anyw, i've scored like shit for my maths
3/15!
damn it lah
1st question, bloody stupid. my -2 = b become b = 2
2nd question, wrong equation. x so hard to use i go use x
3rd question... can't have done it anyway. not enough TIME

during lunch, i went over to th canteen to get some FOOD
and borrowed aaron's Dissidia via a thumbdrive
it's a PSP game~
thanks!

aft A-MATHS, louis nv do forfeit -.-
sianster
went over to canteen with louis and derrick to meet th st john peeps
junjie, junhao, yongjun and guowang
all two letter two letter de

AND,
reasons why you shouldn't join the CCA,
(sec ones only)
SJAB -
irregular fall-in, alot of punishments, and their staff is like, sadistic
NPCC -
if you small size cfm tio bully, no apparent training
NCC -
small size tio bully, you kena biased squad leader too bad
BAND -
tehnically no difference from CO, might as well join CO
CO -
virtually no difference from band, might as well join band
(lol -.- both not original. DONT GO!)
BADMINTON -
just opened! very few people, not fun. i mean, how many badminton courts does the school have? no place for training at all
yeah, i admit thats only the bad points. but HEY, thats the way we loot sec ones

why you should join JUDO!
people say that judo is useless, you get thrown here thrown there so many bruise all for nothing,
kena one headshot die
true.
but that applies to those UG groups as well
who can stand one headshot? come on lah. got helmet also will die.
and how many people walk around in singapore with guns?
honestly, i think you're in more trouble of being punched to death than being shot
ratio of those with deadly weapons (knivees, guns, etc.) to those without?
750,000 : 3,500,000
high odds, huh
AND, you come to eastview is ahbeng school, must learn to protect yourself, like we showed in the skit
and i swear! it doesn't hurt that much being thrown
the most pain i got was from getting scolded for skipping class, ear stud, long hair, etc.
and for the guys, you get to show off some body muscle
for the girls, you learn self protection from lechers, and there's a LOT of shuaige's in judo! :D
and we have REGULAR training schedules, twice a week max, so we can get lots of rest
:D great innit?
unlike UG, pain also must do pumping
and our CCA is held in the shade! th UG people usually go march about in the parade square or something even under the sun
judo is not just about being thrown, it's a self defence and art, and plus, it's really cool too!
for those who've watched our sparring in the hall, please be aware
it DOESN'T HURT! it's a whole lot of fun. fighting brings out a joy like no other
okay, i've done my part to promote judo :D
back to my story

during their fall in, i see the staff scold until damn hyper
i louis and derrick at table playing cards
won 40c :D
then when they can go home, yongjun tell us is we sabo de
how?
apparently the staff said
'playing with your friends hor? very fun right? come so late?'
or something like that

aft that, we went to th kopitiam to slack and swear at whoever we dont like
names which kept cropping up:
those who went tonning with me on 26th dec, you cfm know one liao
for those who dntknw, ask them
HAHA
and another certain guy
hints,
short, guailan, haolian

this can actually relate to TWO people, both kena by us
and that sticky guy
HAHAHAHAHAHA
chatted until 1745, then bus-ed home
sian lah. tomorrow's wednesday
can't wait for friday to come
always hyper on fridays :D
1230 release, then can slack until damn late
and btws, next wednesday anyone wna go LAN?
DOTA SESSION: HARDCORE MATCH, NO MERCY
anyone interested, sign up via my tagbox (:

thats all for today~
adios!

19th january 2009

'if you're not dead, come back to kill me again'

one word to sum up today,
BORING
at least it was boring until after MT
there was a compo today on 'Write about a time when your best friend backstabbed you.'
or sth like that
oh yeah, i can finish the 'backstabbed you' part like anybody's business
the best friend part, not so much
dnt have much room in my life for a 'best friend'
anyw, i wrote about some weirdo scene where my friend betrayed me to get a $6000 laptop
stupid plot. i fully expect to recieve low marks for it
i spent the first 45 minutes writing out the INTRODUCTION
which was about two pages long
the second half i lazy write alr. just rush through and summarised the story in one and a half page
kns. another thing was physics.
vernier calipers suck
so do micrometers
who'd bother measuring to such a PROFICIENT DEGREE
0.001?
nobody cares about that behind the 0.00~ during secondary level
aft lunch, had MT. damn sian, miss siah put me at damn wulu place
no friends to talk to, and like always, put at the back row
nobody gets the point that i wear spectacles because my vision's bad
a typical arguement goes like this

cher. i can sit in front anot.
no. you too tall.
please leh. i behind very hard to see.
you already wearing specs.
thats why i cnt see .
then go buy new specs. why buy specs if they dont work.

what, say buy then buy ah. tall sit infront ya, hinder people from seeing the whiteboard
but at the CORNER won't hurt right. tch. -.-
and last lesson, A-MATHS
this lesson abit more hyper
i've decided i like A-MATHS
heng our teacher mr yeong.
if give someone like the D&T teacher i think everybody drop alr.
aft school, i go jio louis, junjie, anthony, derrick, zun jie, junhao for dinner
ALL NO TIME. walao. end up i at home hungry until now.
eat by myself like very emo.
whatever
in the end, me, louis, anthony, junjie, junhao and zunjie went to some nearby void deck for gaming
rules piece of cake, who draw smallest and largest card tio
number 2 ~> A
i rmb junjie keep on tio, HAHA
here's an example

that poor guy there is junjie, and the hand belongs to...
??
have fun guessing (:
still have two more retarded videos in my handphone, request them from me or contact me via msn,

deeppressure@hotmail.com

make until very big alr, dnt say nv see
one is louis stamping over junjie, another is junjie talking to a card
and louis has another forfeit tomorrow!
just don't be surprised if you see mr yeong looking freaked out on wednesday
HAHAHAHAHAHA
anyone interested, stay at 305 around 4pm
bus-ed home with jj and ate PRATA for dinner -.-
my view on prata?
amazing how fried flour can taste so good

and i'm still BORED OUT OF MY SKIN
kianlong, you win me once dnt kaopei hor
you want even match, we both play str
i dnt get paper hero
STEADY
saturday i want rematch
1v1, whatever
prepare to be pawned

and btw, i'm planning a little something aft CNY
anyone interested?
if you cnt stay until like, 8pm+, forget it
dnt worry, will be at friday or saturday
if fewer than 6 people, forget it
want do must do big

thats it for today (:
seeya

P.S
& idk why everybody say i sound very emo -.-
1st time i taking th initiative to organise stuff alr hor, stress*
(: