prove it.

there's always a tomorrow, but there's no guarantee that tomorrow will be any better than today.


got scolded by mr yeong and mr goh for falling asleep during their lessons.
i really can't help it.
sometimes i just can't stand myself.
and trigo is one of the most important chapters too.
there's too much going on inside my head that i can't think.

attempted chemistry just now.
did 8 questions and got 4 right.
out of those 4, 3 is checked back and corrected.
i feel so damn useless.
why can't i concentrate? why, why, why?
do i really just suck so much?
i need to find the motivation to inspire myself.
but i'm the sort of person who can't ever be inspired.

tuition again tomorrow.
mum wants me to get tutored for both sciences as well as maths.
if that happens..
i'll go crazy.

headache's getting so bad i can feel it in my bones.
it's affecting my appetite, too. one reccess is enough for my whole day.
sigh.

english oral today. screwed up a little at the picture, but overall i think i did reasonably well.
didn't complete the physics project as weilun and chunyin had cca.

ah. sian. i'll upload number 5 (is it number 5?) tomorrow.


i don't want the past to repeat itself.
when i was like a stranger to you, and vice versa.
i want to open up, smile a bit more.
but somehow, inside, my body forces me to mantain a serene expression.
i'm sorry. it's just a bit too much for me to handle.