fire burnin' on the dance floor

'god is equal. He gave all of us 24 hours, nobody gets more or less.'
-mr benjamin yeong!




i'd be lying if i said i'm happy when you are.
but i'm just jealous others can do what i can't.




sunday
intended to go to bedok to eat satay? requested by junhao wahahaha
met junjie at white sands and trained over.
met up with zhenghou outside station and not long later junhao came.
went to challenger to find zh's game (hellgate: london)
i wna download too! sounds damn fun sia.
ended up at sports stadium LAN for l4d
me & junhao vs junjie & zhenghou
infected macham win everybody sia.
didn't go to bedok, in the end ate at KFC.
afterwards went to grandmother's house for another round of dinner
more chicken, so sinful~
'jiu jiu yi ci' wont die la. LOL
afterwards i went over to kenneth's house, omfg long time never go alr.
i stil rmb got once almost at his house ton to watch fifa :D

today, intended to go for training. but mr yeong made us stay back until damn late so...
friday la.
i want every friday go swimming! D:
there's a ton of stuff i want to do.

i want to learn archery
i want to learn dancing
i want to learn piano
i want to learn swordsfighting
i want to play more bowling
i want to have more swimming
i want to go skydiving
i want to write a book
i want to write better poems
& still have a lot more.

hah, i seem to be talking to myself.
i'm not crazy, just bored and more than a little lonely.

chionging homework tomorrow. there really is no time.
night.

hmm. optimism really isn't my thing.
time for a 'darker' side of my post, if it deserves such a romantic tone.

i've been having more... frantic(?) dreams, about one person.
i don't care if you believe me or not.
just know that it's nothing romantic or fancy.
it's haunting, it's terrifying... and overwhelmingly exciting watching things play out.
hoping it'd somehow turn real.

heat's making me cranky.

7th month's approaching.
i'm no longer as afraid as ghosts as i used to be.
woo. that's cause i've got other stuff to worry about.
ta.