16th july 2009

all i want is a good long chat. you and me both.
i'm not strong enough to admit how i feel.



school's boring.
the good thing is, i'm keeping awake during lessons now.

i'm determined to do well in my studies.
i don't care how much play time i sacrifice.
i want to be proud of myself for something apart from fighting.
i'm tired of being the jack of all trades.
i want to ace.

unfortunately my positive energy is used up faster than dean's dream car drinks oil.
LOL.

i need someone who's REALLY REALLY willing to help me.
cause i'm slow. i'm still trying to get my head around linear law. and chemical equations.
and about everything about physics.
):



gna revise my chem now. and finish mr yeong's a maths homework.
chinese? can't torture myself.
but must buck up to get into band 3. no more sleeping in class.




base + acid = salt + water
metal + acid = salt + hydrogen
carbonate + acid = salt + water + hydrogen








fate's thrown too many obstacles in my chosen path.
what if i go this far, just to realise i'm wrong?