16th april 2009, big day tomorrow!

friends bother enough to care
real friends care enough to bother.

&for that one, poisoned, moment,
i didn't know if i wanted to hold your gaze, or look away


i know i've been very sian-ed these days. i don't know why.
something's eating me.
i can't stop worrying about... something?
i need to get some serious Zs


woohoo, its been one year.
one whole freaking year.
but now, its gna be my birthday again in 20 hours.
and yeah, i've said this before,
i don't need presents. i want people.
its speech day tomorrow, too.
guess my big day is gna have me spending my time at home swatting flies.

ah well.
gna go get anthony's present tomorrow, along with everyone else
(and i can bet you, they'll never get anything for me. jerks.)
i know what i want to get him very clearly, but they seem bent on getting him something else
lol. you probably know what i want to get him, eh?

this morning met tianshen and leon at th bus stop
chat awhile, then they got off at their stop, and i went over to eastview
almost late
mr yeong shouted at us for 15mins during maths, then had us all do th homework
i can't grasp the equations and all that.
i'm gonna be forced to drop a math at the end of this year.
haven't finished my tuition homework, too.
i'll rush through it on saturday. lazy do during my birthday.
no pictures yet, sorry. but if you're willing to wait, tag me with a ':D' so i know you're reading this.
i get nervous when nobody tags.
i know this long post will leave you bored. sorry!

what type of peron are you?

if...
your friends' friends are your friends,
you're sociable

your friends' friends are your enemies
you're selfish

your friends' enemies are your friends,
you're a backstabber

your friends' enemies are your enemies,
you're caring

your enemy's enemies are your enemies,
you're complicated

your enemy's enemies are your friends,
you're a coward

your enemy's friends are your friends,
you're unstable

AND IF,
your enemy's friends are your enemies,
you're doomed


found this on some random website. doesn't make it less boring though.

and there was some interesting stuff in tianshen's phone
like,
'don't say you love me, unless you mean it,
cause i'll do something crazy,
like believe it'

and,
'I'M
unreliable
disorganised
inefficient
unmotivated
& immature
but i'm fun!'

and fyi, its NOT RA.
i know what some people will think the instant i mention 'interesting stuff'.

oh so sorry! i frgot to post about my day today.
woke up at 6, only 5 freaking hours of sleep after burning the midnight oil for my maths work ytd
logarithms, logarithms and more logarithms

at school, nothing interesting, only that kokyong, amirul & seeyee got water blasted
LOL! they sleeping ma.
and i'm VERY grateful to ms ang for letting us do our maths work and postponing th test.
thankyou!
aft school had to hand in th maths stuff to mr yeong, got detained for about 2 hours
then made my way over to 497 myself to find th o6 guys.
warmup awhile then me & junhao played against 2 bengs'.
we won first match then lost second.
went home with my shirt totally drenched,
and if there is a god, DONT let me get sick tomorrow D:

and let me go back in time to that glorious moment.
k, takecare.