10th december 2008

shit lah, today damn no mood
im such a dumbass can?
-.-
like i don't have enough to worry about.

today went out with aaron, anthony, alicia, brenna and derrick
went to watch the show BOLT
about some dog who grew up in a theatre and thinks he has super powers
he travels around the world to find his 'person'
and realises his 'super powers' aren't real
ending part kinda touching
so touching, brenna almost cried. HAHA
but enough spoilers :x
after th show, we went over to safra to play pool & bowling
scored a turkey ;D

when all decide finish alr can go,
anthony say 'i go home take money first'
in the end, 'i dont want come le'
very shaky right
one minute say going next minute dont want
-.-
play first round i teamed with derrick
of course lose
second round, me, brenna and aaron
i was thinking like, WA, win already
then brenna went and hit the black ball in
*double -.-
but that ain't what made me so freaking pissed off.
later.
so, after pool, go back to tampines mall
go there to EAT DINNER
okay... so i went to get my earrings
and fcuk it
I LOST THEM
I LOST THE FREAKING $4.50 EARRING AFTER AN HOUR OF POSSESION
IM SUCH A CARELESS MORON
DAMN ME LAH
KNN. I'M SUCH A USELESS ASSHOLE. AN IDIOT. A LOSER.
-.-
that feels better
maybe i'll vent my frustration by slashing my wrist
LOL
i'm blasted angry with myself

okay, just needed to get that off my chest.
i'm fine :D / -.-
went home by meself after the show
aaron took 28, i think
brenna and derrick 293
me, 81
so suay -.-
should have chosen a nearer school
but till now, i have no regrets with east view :D
i'll upload more pics if i manage to get them from brenna.
im going to slit my wrist now
later :D


i can't stand bright light -.-